What do cheaters who aren't doing it for money or laughs have to life for?

I think if I had to cheat to win to feel better about myself, I'd probably be suicidal, since I'd be the worst kind of failure. So, cheaters who cheat because they think that makes them important, or special, when in reality it's EARNING THE VICTORY that makes you worthwhile as a person, are you suicidal? What is it that makes you feel like you're of any value as a person? Do you feel like the oxygen you breathe could be better spent being breathed by someone else?

Just a philosophical question, as I'm trying to fathom why someone would cheat just to win. I get cheating for money or something like that (or just to troll people for laughs). But to win? That defeats the entire purpose of winning. So, it makes me think there must be some serious psychological issues going on in the minds of cheaters, perhaps issues related to self-worth.

Idk

Some cheaters are different from the others

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