:/

Ever felt like what you've done is useless?  I feel like that at the moment because I don't have any assurance that I'll pass my subjects and proceed to higher subjects required for graduation.

I feel like a burden to my family.  :/  Nah, I don't blame anyone, except myself, because it is my choice and my burden alone.  But sometimes I feel like it's getting nowhere.  I just hope, in the end, my family will understand, that what I do is no joke and I take it seriously.  Then again, I can't always assume they'd understand and also because financial wise, it's a big burden, and time consuming.

Sigh... I need to manup more than I am now.  :)