blocking everyone (chat)

I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
But lately I been thinkin I'ma have to
Lettin go of things that I'm attached to
World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
You don't know what love is til you holdin onto somethin that you can't lose
I swear I'm tryna get it together

sometimes I wanna disappear like I just don't exist
Or find a time machine and take me back when I was six
Maybe younger either way I guess the point of it
Would be to tell that little kid that hes gon take a lot of hits
Yeah Id probably grab your hand and tell you life is hard
If you got questions or you need advice then talk to God
Cause Hes the only one that listens even when you think He isnt

I know that you feel alone and no one loves you maybe
And you gon cover insecurities with anger.

See, mom and dad are not together, they took different routes
But you probably already knew, you gettin older now
Remember back when mom picked us up from grandma's house?
And she hid her boyfriend in the trunk and drove a couple miles
Down the street and she pulled over to let him out
'Cause she ain't want dad to know she had these type of dudes around
'Cause last time he found out, he had to take us from her

When i did Send This To Easton