Goodbye Summer and Hello........school

I'm not sure wether I should be sad or happy

I'm gonna have to go back to school and start 8th grade, i dont have an option but by now im used to that

youre probadly thinking "WhY sO mUcH hArD fEeLiNgS" but im gonna tell you why. 

so if youve read my post about my vacation you might understand a bit of this,

my annoying younger sibling, number 1, is gonna come to my school, really annoying, naive, and low key humiliating but i can deal with it

only 2 of my friends are in my class, some others who r pretty nice but i think i can deal with this too

im pretty sick of life, i get scared and stressed for NO reason and i can NEVER sleep at night, but thankfully for me my parents arent so strict on bedtimes

now for the school part

every time im at school i daydream and think about everywhere else i'd rather be: alaska, hawaii, germany, england, the amazon, stockholm, egypt, tokyo, but instead im stuck at a boring and really tiring and inconsiderate school in arizona 

where its the same thing over and over and over and over again

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM ANXIOUS

so ya this post is basically me raging about how much i hate school but i know i need it if i want to be a d e t e c t i v e like L when i grow up 

thanks for observing me being sad and scared, i really shouldnt have posted this but have  a great day!