when life is too quiet

bonjour people of chess.com! today want exactly good in my case, i woke up too early, barely had any breakfast, went to the one dollar store that had nothing and then stupid swim practice. i was probadly the slowest today since i want completely awake so ya i was off my game. Ik, im supposed to be happy that it's summer but how  can i be happy when every day is the same thing on repeat. it's like killer queen got control of my life and is making me live the same thing over and over again AND ITS AWFUL. 

you're next line is: at least u got vacation

ya i do but it's only for 4 days and its a road trip and we're driving at night. I'm glad we're going on vacation but i wish it would be longer and more enjoyable

i wish life was fair to me for once so i could go see the world and help people like the heroes in my shows and books, but that's just a wish. 

im going to listen to bloody stream again arrividerci