Light on the end of the tunnel
What I experienced in the last month was an overload of games. As I played in several tournaments simultaneously I had a lot of games at hand. First I didn't notice it because some of the games didn't start as I moved to the next round while still some games in other groups of the tournaments were ongoing. by some kind of magic it looks like these other games all finished at the same time leaving me with a whole lot of new games against fairly strong opponents. Now I managed to play out a good amount of these games so I hope I'm in some easier navigable waters now.