Plans For Two

Have you ever had plans for two? My last girlfriend I had was when I was in highschool, before I realized I was gay, we had made plans to live the rest of our lives together and I was completely devoted, even to a point where when she messed up i tried to take 200% of the blame even though it was both of us because I kept on letting her abuse me. I realized that life isn't always as it seems. Plans don't always go to plan (lol). Sometimes, the opposite of what we want instead of hope, you get the void.