The worst stonewall ever

As you may have known am in an 880 Elo stonewall and it is the most annoying stonewall ever this is the longest lasting stonewall ever and it is torture. The thing is, is that am not on a downfall this means I could theoretically reach 1000 Elo by the end of the year but if it was on a downfall, I would not be able to do that. It is horrible. I feel as though I have gotten worse at chess, I know I have said this many times, but this is the longest lasting stonewall and it is excruciating another thing I hate is that I had an Elo of 940 at one point getting to 1000 would not be an issue. This is one of the worst times of my chess