One wonders

Hello again. Well I came back and played a few games , I think I broke even or at least close to it. One really has to wonder what people are thinking when playing blitz. I see so many misplays on my part that it is just amazing I don't lose every game. Oh I see them in other players as well from time to time but I really have to wonder if my mind is made of mush. I get so nervous playing with a clock. Tick tick tick is all my mind hears. The opponent may well be better, but I sometimes think it's the clock I'm playing and not the opponent, a major mistake I'm sure,  and one that I hope to get over at some point. BTW. Happy Easter!