I completely ruined this game

There are several ways to lose.  1.  Get mated in the first 4-10 moves; 2.  Be completely behind for 70 moves and finally being put out of your misery.  3.  Being neck-and-neck the whole game and ending up mated; or, #4. The worse way to lose.  Be in a superior position throughout the whole game, then blunder your queen and cry for 90 minutes while your clock runs out.  I really enjoyed this game and was planning to add it to my blog while I was winning, now it pains me to share the game which records a very painful disaster. Uggh.