
More chess training during Covid-19
In my last blog I spoke about my chess training regime during the lock-down. I would strongly recommend you give that a read before continuing to read this blog. In any case, things seem to be going okay... However, like with any training, doubt started to creep in. I have been playing so much, and training so hard, why is this not reflected in my chess rating? It is fair to say I was starting to feel the strain of burn-out and my play started to slip.
A pretty miserable game
The misery continued and I started to go on a losing streak. I was a classic case of being "on tilt!"
Another dreadful game
I have also provided video commentary of this game on my youtube channel:
I was playing too impulsively, making silly blunders and trying to force tactics in positions where there was none!
Last Sunday, I decided to take a break. I took a step back from chess and decided to spend the whole day with my partner relaxing in our garden and cooking. Just like with my normal day job, when I work for too many days, I begin to get overwhelmed with anxiety, a feeling of dread and negativity (definitely not ideal!). Chess started to feel like work and I needed a break from it. The break did some good. I was able to reflect on my recent performances and short-comings in my training.
On my return to playing. I was still not playing perfectly but the losses did not affect me as much and I started to get excited about playing:
My play is still nowhere near perfect, but with each day of this lock-down I am definitely enjoying my chess more and more!