Back to the drawing board
I just thought of something.
What is that something? My brother and I love to be competitive. Why?
I guess it is a driving instinct. Even though I have toned down being competitive. I mean it is still there and it pops its head out once in a while.
I am not sure why I am it is how I have always been. It doesn't matter what we do. I noticed that we played chess and we get after each other . There is no doubt lethality in the air when we play.
He's my brother so that is where some of the hostility comes from. He excels in some video games but if I am not careful he will undercut me with sneaky play in chess.
No chess in the cheese here just me and my ultra-competitive brother.