Why?

I ask sometimes why is it I play chess. Do you also ask this one question? I answer for fun I play but when I make stupid move like blind woman and then I am in trap and can not esacep I  say never again to play. But I come back to chess. :-)

So many peoples I meet on chess and they are good. Kind and generous. I feel they have soul and talk to me and I want to reach to them and touch. Do you feel this way?