Broken Beautiful

Have you ever noticed that we smile when we cry? 
"I'm Fine" is the biggest lie of life... 

When the heart gets too heavy with pain,
People don't cry,
They become silent, Like completely silent

Do you ever sit back and realize you are not anybody's favorite person, your just kinda there and then you get the sudden urge to distance urself from everyone and chill alone
I'm not anyone's first choice. I'm not anyone's favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I'm special to them but I know there's someone they will always choose
over me. 
You know, A Heart that always understand also gets tired.. 

With every step I’m taking
I can feel you’re not around
My hands just won’t stop shaking
Heart hurts more than open wound

and I see the sun is rising
trying not to feel that hole
then I'm slowly realizing
I'm walking body with no soul

Someone said me, I am the prettiest bouquet of drying flowers they have ever seen 🥀