Well I made my decision and I'm now a crown subscriber again. I'm taking things slow and trying not to play unfair matches. I'm starting to like chess again. I wish I could use chess mentor but our money situation sucks like a lot of other people around the world. I'll just be happy with all the perks I have with the crown. I'll use Youtube for all it's worth for the video's. I'm not going to let losses bum me out anymore. I'm just going to have a good time and hope I learn something from each and every match.