Please forgive me .....

I have been a smoker now for almost 20 years smoking from 10 cigs a day up to 30 a day. I have stopped smoking now since this morning not had a single one.

I have tried many times before to stop, the first attempt lasted just 5 days and my last attempt almost 10 weeks. 

I am taking some medication known as "champix" which is meant to alleviate cravings and help with the process of stopping. But during the course of the day my cravings have got worse and worse. 

Yes, I am snappy!

Yes, I am very irritable!

Yes, I am likely to bite your head off for no apparent reason!

All I can say to those who I already have snapped at is I am sorry and I am not doing this on purpose, and also to apologise to those I may snap on in the next couple of days. 

This will get better and easier but all I ask is that you please be patient with me.