Longing for the study...

I've been taking a break, a period of rest so to speak...but - how do I long to study intensely once again. It definitely shows in my game. I know I can do better than my gamemanship right now. I make more mistakes than I care to admit. However, I must say I am proud of myself !! My ratings have improved dramatically more than ever before, and so has my philosophy towards the various aspects of our beloved sport. I am grateful we have something to call ours, and at the same time, allows us to share with onlookers. Those being able to look in awe, and inspiring us to improve at the same time, gives us a feeling of accomplishment. Thank you and happy times to you all.