What if I can win the game?
It's terrible, what will I do if my rating begin to jump up?
The tremors started.
Never mind, rating will jump down again and will jump up again etc, etc.
The tremor is still here, a little stronger.
I can not play, I am not able to cope with the situation.
I can't think clearly, I will lose!
My rival took his Queen.
There you go on, I am losing.
He is laying the King down to the board, standing up, going away.
What is happening?!
He is giving up.
No, I don't believe that, I cannot believe.
He betrayed me.