I like to have enough time to look at what have I done and which move I made. Rarely look at the rival's tactics and attentions. I am so occupied with myself probably because I am a beginner, I am so delightful with my own moves and knowing that I am playing real chess.
When my rival make the move, I see my mistakes and I see how lousy I am. That force me to think almost as a professional. I loose, but I learn.