How I lost 200 Rating to 1100's

So here is how I went from 1400 to 1200 again like some idiot. You see it is summer and I just lost 20 more rating because I am dumb. 

In game 1 my oponent sucked because he did. I missed mate in 3 because I am the worst 1400. I won because he had a bishop hanging and I took it.

In game 2 my opponent was talking during the game so that was annoying, I won still because he trapped his own queen somehow. So crazy.

In game 3 I played someone I kept losing to even though I was way higher rating.

I played the evans gambit for some reason. I played it so much against her because I just did and she knew how to play against it. I won a pawn so I was only down 1 pawn but after she castled the queen and rook were in a battery pointing at my king. She attacked me to death.

In game 4, the final game. I lost because I though that the queen wasn't defending the knight and I sacrificed the knight and then I noticed that once i forked the knight was defended and I lost.

This touranment was bad as hell. I lost so hard against a 1260 and a 1070 (yes someone who is 200 rating lower than me) I will make a new post and actually include games) by the way yunjoi choi is now so high rated. Jason beat 2 1900's and a 1800 but lost to a 1700( he is now 1700)

I know this blog sucks as hell but no one cares.