Take a look at the positional domination white achieves. With counterplay far away and the center closed white gets read to attack and just messes up one move. Of course the game wasn't lost but time trouble would doom me at the end. It was still even when I hit the clock wiht 1:05 but at 0:05 I noticed the clock didn't register. That was the second aaargh moment. Still both my fault. So close, so close.