I Lost 200 Elo in 3 Days — But I’m Still Here

These last few days have been rough. I’ve lost almost 200 Elo on Chess.com in just three days, and it honestly feels awful. Every time I think I’m playing well, I end up blundering or losing in a way that just crushes my mood.

I don’t even know what’s going wrong. I’m practicing every day, watching videos, doing puzzles, trying to improve, but still, I keep losing. It’s frustrating because I know I’m working hard, and yet the results don’t show.

There were moments I actually felt like quitting for a while. It hurts to see your rating drop after putting in so much time. But I also know that this is part of the process. Chess isn’t just about calculation, it’s about patience, mindset, and focus.

Right now, my goal isn’t even to gain Elo. I just want to stay focused and play with a clear mind. I’m still new, and I make mistakes, but that’s fine. Everyone starts somewhere.

Maybe I’m losing now, but I believe these losses are part of the journey. Every mistake is a lesson, and every tough game is shaping me into a better player. I’ll keep trying, no matter how long it takes, because I know one day, all this effort will pay off.