Its been a while

yeah ik its been a while but im back..i hurt him far worse than i ever wanted and for that im deeply sorry... you meant so much to me and i betrayed you.. ive been through so mch b.s in the past 15 months i can only imagine about you.. we really need to talk... you probably hate me but idc.. i want to explain what really happened. i want you to understand and know why i hurt you.. i want to explain myself and if you dont ever want to talk to me afterwards  i understand..I still love and miss you deeply with all my heart.. youre mi amor and still have my corazon