A new Year

Im back in the saddle. Ive been on a chess break most of 2015. I maybe played 10 rated games. I had my normal so-so results. After a lot of soul searching it seems I lack the will to fight for wins. I just roll up into draws. My wife says I only bring my A game when playing up. I loose interest it seems when playing players of lesser skills. Anyone have any thoughts on how to get by this mental block? Im hoping to play 30-40 games this year.  Thanks for any ideas.