when i was a kid i read chess and played alot. i remember being really good. didnt play for 16 years. it is hard trying to remember the way i used to play and are so many holes in my game and my memory. i love this game. i am realizing that experiance from playing wether win or loose is better the trying to piece together memories. being that my memory is so bad maybe my memories of being so good are so good either.