Stalemate sucks

Ok there is this one player in chess.com that I want to beat Sukhad I always lose to him we I am trying every to prepare to play with and thing I know. I lost! like I had one opportunity to defeat him as I was a queen up up and what happened STALEMATE. I know getting a stalemate is my fault but I hate especially when your like so close to winning and like your so much up in material and then it is a draw . And as soon as that happened I punched the computer because of all the anger I had those are times I wished stalemating did not exist but it feels so much more better when you are the person losing and and becomes a stalemate because today I was totally losing I was pure queen down but my opponent blunder a move that stalemates the game and like you get sigh of relief that ok it is a draw so in conclusion if your the person that had the winning advantage and you get a stalemate is you feel terrible but if your where the person in the losing position it feels great.