Hi everyone, first post here, this is my history
I am a pathetic NEET.
I won't claim to be a Hikikomori cuz that would be to extreme to be said, but i am dangeroulsy getting closer and closer to that point, and i don't know how to stop this train Bros.
I haven't had job in the last 3 years, and when i try, i get rejected rigth away because i have this OCD disorder. I live in my parents' basement literally, and every year i care less and less about the outside world.. i got to the point to almost embrace my fate as permanent Neet until my last breath, isn't even stressful anymore, it's just weird to see my life vanishing while i spend my entire time playing videogames, playing blitz chess, reading manga (a lot of manga), watching SFI movies and listening music alone, even my parents care less and less about my situation..
Sometimes i walk the dog in the park and do some errands for my parents to touch some grass, but that is all of my contact with the outside world. Now i'm even thinking of try weed (not enough to escape from the outside world now i want to escape from reality) lol
However i still want to earn some money at least to help with the bills and shit, so sometimes i do sidehustlings in internet but i only make peanuts, i usually contact these Argentinians and Venezuelans in forums to ask for advise about how to make money online cuz they are experts in doing money in internet due to the criticial economic situation with the currency in their countries.
So basically now instead to try to change my situation i'm drinking a lot of copium watching those youtube videos where Neets celebrate being NEETs and make fun of wojack wagies beings enslaved by Mr. Goldstein in eschange for the minimun wage XD