No, I play the same whether I'm playing White or Black: I play the best I can and keep a vigilant watch for mistakes. As soon as I see a mistake that I believe will be fatal I stop worrying about keeping the position drawish, stop worrying about my pawn structures, stop worrying about keeping pieces coordinated, and I go for a tactical win because I know the win is there. You can see that in both those games I posted in this thread where I won. As I pointed out in an earlier thread, you *must* take advantage of mistakes or else those mistakes become strong moves that will destroy you. It's just logic. You have no choice in that case since it's a tactical necessity. In fact, that observation is just an extrapolation of all those chess puzzles you see where one side is about to be mated in one move but the side to move has a combination that mates in x moves before their opponent can make that mating move. That's just the way chess is: it's mate or be mated. In fact, I secretly curse my opponent whenever he/she makes a major mistake: I think, "Oh great, you had to make a mistake and turn the game tactical, didn't you? Now I gotta start thinking." Mistakes are what destroy the positional balance that a normal game of chess has and turn the game tactical. In practice I may not find the right tactical solution, but from experience I know it must be there.
Gee, people are sure interested in my philosophy here! All I did was post an opening I thought was useful, partly for feedback on the opening!
Honestly, I think your chess thinking is weird and will ultimately stunt your development. "Drawable" is not a goal, maybe a failsafe in certain tournament situations, but if you don't desire to win this game then I think you should consider putting your time into another game or hobby.