begginer matches

When you click on live, you can click on options for the games and set it to a rating range + or - some amount, and it will match you up with opponents who are closer rated.  I see your last game you were giving up 900 points of rating.  That's not going to be very instructive... Set it to + or - 100 and see if that doesn't yield some more competitive games.  

Playing when you're badly lost is just too hard, much less when you're starting out.  I only looked at that one game, but your time was good, you used all of it.  There's no sense playing if you leave a bunch of time on the clock.  But with such a stronger player, the results are going to be just what you saw.  That said, it also looks like you're keeping the game going 20-40 moves and that's great.  Even with much higher rated opponents.  Again, that's a good sign.  

When you click on "Play", on the right there will be a drop down for the game that says "Custom".   Click that, then down a few lines it will ask for a rating range.  Set that to whatever you want.