May I please get an experienced or advanced player to look at my games?

I understand in order to learn I’m recommended to play slower time controls.However, when I play slower time controls, I have a higher chance of my opponent cheating (Especially when I’m up +2 material or more at the beginning and then my opponent plays like Kasparov or Magnus on adderall in the mid game but can’t checkmate me with a rook and king to save their life. Cause you know, they don’t know how to play chess)

I understand I blunder pieces, I’m a beginner. I understand I lost the position, I’m a beginner. I understand that I suck at chess. I understand that I need to take breaks. I understand that I don’t need to take this seriously.

But I don’t like losing this much. Obviously no one does.

I need serious help. Any sparing experienced players willing to be sparring partners maybe?

There is no point in worrying about people who play like Magnus on adderall. If you look over your games thoroughly, you will find that you made a bunch of bad mistakes most of the time. The other player didn't actually play like Magnus.

At any rate, you need to just focus on the things you can do yourself.

You need to stop calling yourself a beginner. You have played more than 6,000 games here and you are better than most of the players here. Yes, compared to some players, we all feel like beginners.

You received very good suggestions on how to improve in one of your previous posts-- https://www.chess.com/forum/view/for-beginners/i-dont-feel-like-i-have-improved

It has been 3 weeks since then. How many of the suggestions made then have you implemented?

If you look at Insights, it says that you missed more than half of your mate in 1 opportunities in blitz in the last 90 days.

That seems like something you could work on with Puzzle Rush.

You’re right! I get it I, am bad at the game. I missed mates an over a hundred times. I forgot about the insight tool.