I hate myself

Bang your head?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtZ7o-UhNCI

LOL

Reminds of time I was spending night in a bus station waiting for a bus, out of money and rather hungry, I saw some teenager try to buy a twizzler, which got stuck in the vending machine of course. But then he starts rocking it!

I jumped up and yelled "Don't do that, it will tip over on you! Here, look out."

He stepped out of the way, and I started slamming it against the soda machine (sideways, so on risk of tipping) After couple seconds of that, the twizzler didn't come out, but about 7 other items did!

So he took half, gave half to me, and bought second twizzler, to get both. Cuz he just really wanted that.

Thanks everyone for your comment. I still did not analyze in deep the poor endgame I played nor studied endgame theory. I am going to this weekend. I played a game today with a much better endgame. It was a much more equal position but I won it and it felt much more easy. I don't know why...

Don't worry, that happens to everyone (expecially me :3).

Don't hate yourself. Learn from this sadly departed lady of rock.

you could have won a rook

thanks rmurray that was really depressing... I meant inspiring ;)

In the first game, 39...a5! is cleanest, since you don't lose the pawn with check. Even though he can get your d5 pawn, your pawns are still connected (very important) and your rook can get active since it isn't tied down to a passer.