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And remember, NEVER learn from YouTube! It's just a good tip. You can visualize some things, if it's like a hands on type of comical tutorial for something. But you should always go to proper sources for information.
If something tends to be too far out of your reach, it simply isn't meant to be had yet. Best I can say is always chin up, stand tall, and be honourable in any game you play!
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i really wanna play the bongcloud and get good with it, i don't like other openings, cause it leads to boring theory positions, i hate theory so much. where can i get some tips on the bongcloud opening?

Find a Bongcloud master and analyze their games. King Lenny is the best at the Bongcloud, start with his.

Find a Bongcloud master and analyze their games. King Lenny is the best at the Bongcloud, start with his.
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i really wanna play the bongcloud and get good with it, i don't like other openings, cause it leads to boring theory positions, i hate theory so much. where can i get some tips on the bongcloud opening?
I got checkmated in bongcloud lately a lot. Trying to avoid checkmate patterns with bongcloud. This shows that bongcloud theory is developing strongly.