Just call this luck!


Yeah 12...Nxd4 is better, getting my bishop to c6 is ideal along with Rc8 uh.
12...Rb8 was my down spiral.Thanks for your insight



uh 13...e5 does push queen away,but it also leave a hole in my position. d5 square will be a perfect out post for white knight or bishop, while e5 block the scope of my dark square bishop. Just imagin moves like Nd5 will you leave the N there? of course not knight trade off, then bishop occupy d5. that would be troublesome. and let say if i trade off bishops white will have a pawn on d5 and will play e4. my dark sqaure bishop will be very limited.
Here is a game of mine which I was losing badly. I made many mistakes early on and was about to resign in a couple of moves. White surely was winning the game, however I manage an attack which white could had nip it in the bud. Was I lucky or what?