Hi everyone,
I'm a chess addict. I play frequently every evening online, usually 5 - 10 games on live. I always play the same openings, mostly on autopilot and I usually play whilst on the phone, eating, browsing the internet etc. I think that I probably concentrate and think about my moves in 30% of my games. I dream about 3 or 4 move tactic combinations. I mostly play when I'm tired. I often play badly enough on autopilot that I feel guilty about playing with the other player and I usually apologise for wasting his or her time. I don't know how to get rid of this compulsion whilst still enjoying playing chess. Live chess is too accessible for me, it's like a black and white form of crack without the physical harm and social deprivation. Does anybody else suffer for something similar?
Kind regards,
schismatic
Surely a typo?
Hi everyone,
I'm a chess addict. I play frequently every evening online, usually 5 - 10 games on live. I always play the same openings, mostly on autopilot and I usually play whilst on the phone, eating, browsing the internet etc. I think that I probably concentrate and think about my moves in 30% of my games. I dream about 3 or 4 move tactic combinations. I mostly play when I'm tired. I often play badly enough on autopilot that I feel guilty about playing with the other player and I usually apologise for wasting his or her time. I don't know how to get rid of this compulsion whilst still enjoying playing chess. Live chess is too accessible for me, it's like a black and white form of crack without the physical harm and social deprivation. Does anybody else suffer for something similar?
Kind regards,
schismatic