Am i tough enough? Or am i still a weenie?

I was drifting, flew into town. Heard this club was pretty tough came to check it out.

Played a couple games on an alternative account, turns out i’m doo-doo at chess. Got 600 rating. This was like 10 months ago.

I’ve been training, eating bowls of nails for breakfast, studying constantly.

I’ve even read Donald Trump’s art of the deal, sacred mushroom and the cross
by some failed archeologist and also reading Sun Tzu

Practicing Stafford,Albin countergambit,halloween gambit,danish, smith etc. And as of now i’m able to get 20-30 in 3 min puzzle rush. And i was able to beat all the intermediate bots from Antonio to Liz on challenge mode.

It seems very weenie of me to make this forum post, but would i even be able to beat a 1000 elo or even a 1200 on chess.com? This site is tough man.

i can’t seem to psychologically convince myself to play a blitz or rapid match.