it's like today I found out my credit is ruined by jail stay for intoxication and the ambulance the police forced me in. I spent 7 years getting my credit up and now it's shot again. it's like in my head I think nothing is ever going to get better. This is the best it's ever going to get so I tell myself f it.
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in the meantime I'm paying court fees and treatment on top of medical. I tell myself f it because the drug test me everyday. I'm sick of living.
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and I'm starving all the time. I eat a can of green beans and once a month I get something to hold me over till the next.
Careful what you wish for. A lot of people are sick of dying.
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my mouth hurts from vitamin deficiencies and in the mean time I'm constantly made to feel incompetent and stupid by my provider who in this Mormon conspiracy has made me out to be this evil degenerative.
I think he's telling you that he's in Nevada...
Unless its a typo, then its Morrons
Nekhemevich wrote:
my mouth hurts from vitamin deficiencies and in the mean time I'm constantly made to feel incompetent and stupid by my provider who in this Mormon conspiracy has made me out to be this evil degenerative.
He said provider so I'm thinking Mommy.
Let's start with a name change. I'm a Patriots fan so now your Ninkovitch
If I had a drug problem I'd try to find answers on a chess site.
"will this acid make me see e4 more clearly?"
Where are you learning?!?
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us grown ups have more important things. we aren't entitled to sit all day and bitch about chess sites.
Is your provider "enabling " the drugs ?? 1st thing you gotta do is get off the drugs, because you can't THINK clearly about the other problems.
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Nekhemevich wrote:
it's like today I found out my credit is ruined by jail stay for intoxication and the ambulance the police forced me in. I spent 7 years getting my credit up and now it's shot again. it's like in my head I think nothing is ever going to get better. This is the best it's ever going to get so I tell myself f it.
credit - it's the phony "Holy grail" they make up to make you think you can't live without it. It's actually the shit that gets you into huge debts and turn you into a slave as you work your ass off the to pay off the interest rates of debt.
Live within your means - my motto.
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thanks for the encouragement jsh and feu. I feel like this is the wrong place to sound my personal life, but I'm glad you can offer some kind words; it helps.
Where is Macer and Conner McLeod!!! LOOOL
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" guilt and resentment" ...that shit will do you in.
My suggestion is go to the animal shelter and when you feel an instantaneous connection with one of them there - bring the dog/cat home...you will have saved his/her life and in return maybe he/she will save yours.
But if you don't feel any connection with any don't bother adopting one...that means you're not ready yet.
Or maybe you got a dog or cat already?