Whatever makes the game fun for you.
Chess players are trolls.
Chess tools like bots, engines, etc are great if used properly. But reliance on them also hinders a player's ability to develop intuitive understanding of the game. Over dependence on online tools can lead to a reduction in creative thinking and poor decision making. But considering your level of paranoia is already at an unhealthy level. You will do what you want regardless.
Only trolls respond. Bots are better than human players.
which is why you wont learn from playing a bot
do you think a bot will ever hang a fork for example? how are you gonna be any good at chess if you've never played a fork in your life?

I am not going to play human players, so stop asking me. They are fake ratings, trolls and sore losers. I play bots only.