I was White. My opponent was rated 1250.
Maybe this should go in the analysis forum after all. Originally I just wanted to vent, but now I want to analyze. I think my correct strategy was to develop fast, get my king safe, and survive the tactical chaos with as much material as possible. Does anyone else think my strategy should have been different? I now know that placing pieces other than rooks on open files is bad.
Or, just how good the computer is.
I just finished a day move chess game. It became very complex with many enemy pieces woven in with mine, maneuvering, forking, pinning, overloading, removing the guard, each move having 4 obvious candidate moves per move for both sides, going 7 full moves deep. I calculated as best I could on paper, writing out trees and using minimax, but I still failed to see the moves my opponent played or those the computer said I or my opponent should have played. Normally I don't blunder in day move chess, but this game I made 3 blunders and a mistake during the blood bath. My opponent had 3 mistakes and 2 inaccuracies, only 3 of which I knew about.
I thought I pulled off some fantastic tactics at the end, sacrificing my rook to walk my pawn. The computer was not impressed, and found a rebuttal. I won only because my opponent did not catch my blunders. That still was the most intense game I ever played. Some of the computer analysis was over my head on first inspection, but the moves I understand are impressive. Plenty of x-ray tactics I can learn from. I knew computers are better than humans tactically, but I did not know it would see this much. It can count the points well.
I'm posting to vent and share, not to get help, though feel free to comment if you want.