Declining With Age
It's not the age. You are 32, that's not old. You just need to train yourself the right way. Doing your puzzles and not thinking: that move looks good i think it wins. Calculate all the way through. I checked your games a bit and see you are just blundering some pieces. Good calculation (and maybe getting a simple opening repertoire) will help a lot. I started a few years ago with chess at the age of 29. I'm now 1750 online with a peak of 1899 and I am 1720 fide. Aiming to get to 2000. You still have lots of time to improve, you just need to improve the right way. I really recommend some videos of GM Noel Studer about the right ways to improve.
I hover between 1800 and 1950 on lichess. Enthusiasm has not waned with age. Love study,have a good chess library. I enjoy chess more now than when I was slugging it out in tournaments in my 20s and 30s. Hang in there.
@ egniib
I appreciate the advice. I try to use the game analysis afterward. I see the moves that should have been done but dont seem to retain it very well. I feel I still remember the basics like getting the pieces out, protecting your pieces, and simple openings since I am a beginner, but have seen my play get worse everytime I get back into the game. I leave because of burnout. After coming back and losing to supposed 500 to 600 elo players who are only supposed to know how the pieces move in discouraging though. I think I may just need to do puzzles for the next week or two and no games.