Face Melting, and Soul Crushing
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Bullet chess is almost a form of self torture at some point. I have strong addiction symptoms. And it makes my life worse yet I keep doing it. and doing it... Going on a bullet losing streak is one of the most painful and soul crushing experiences you can have.
Mar 11, 2021
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its worse than the rage when u loose a game u spent so much time on and it resets
You can be up by so much and still lose by timeout...or just not be able to find the CM...but it's compressed and intense and makes you scream in agony. Furthermore, when you are on a bad losing skid it's like everyone is a GM and you can't do anything right. It's awful.
Mar 11, 2021
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I used to play counter strike.. your definition fits right in. I used to play round after round till mornings.. yet i was thinking i should quit 
My bullet is under 900 yet i am in 98% percentile in rapid. That was my motivation to leave bullet alone in the bin.