I was much of the same until I found this app. Let's be frank I am not great either. Just finally broke I think 1100. But the point is I always wanted to learn this game and be competitive with guys down at the shop. I lost every game. Always made dumb moves. But I am doing all the lessons and daily tactics and my rating was like 700 and now it's over 1000. I've won 6 in a row at one point and constantly improving by reading and watching video. I mean how can you not? Don't get frustrated rather enjoy the process. We will never be great its too hard if you have a life or have just a normal brain, but it's supposed to just be fun and relaxing and enjoying the ride. Ive set small goals and have achieved most of them and it's fun. You can do it! Anyway hope that helps.