I would like to think all i need to do is practice...lots and lots of practice but...
some kids like 12 years old or younger are masters at chess already...
It's comparable to a mountain your all the way at the bottom and have to fight scratch claw your way up every inch of the way and pay your dues and in your way are legions of masters, international masters, grandmaster and lots of extremely talented kids already there it's a crowded profession.
Players can spend years decades trying to get the GM title they never do nothing is guaranteed ever no one is entitled or special.
Being Too 'ratings' oriented, has its' drawbacks. And, involuntary 'wi-fi' disconnects; Help keep one, from taking 'ratings' too seriously!
That, and the knowledge that, if you're 'super' at 'chess' online - It Could be a sign, that one needs to 'Get-a-Life'! ..lol