tuesday afternoon before med nap same old thing 5 losses 6 wins at least not in 100 basment again
roadblock
wednessday morning downward slide continues just above 100 now stooping for mis morning medication nap start up just before lunch
thursday morning 3 losses 2 wins - raining like crazy out side can't do anything there so here i sit losing more games till mid morning med nap starts -- puzzles already done the three they let me do -reading all the forum posts -- hummmm whats next
well Thursday afternoon better results or maybe just better luck this afternoon after my med nap can't be at the bottom all the time can we after supper see what we can do
friday noon games are even loss 3 win 3 - so no improvement -- going for my med nap now early pills taking effect sooner on really rainy days like today - so will be back after -- maybe i could score a few wins -- who knows
sat morning games going really badly down to just above 100 again - so after mid morning med nap will try again or maybe after lunch
sat night just took meds and i played four of the worse games i have ever played almost that is i am now official and back at the bottom 100- well i have had a few things go wrong today lost some money my account was hacked so i have to go back to work part time to make it up, that threw me for a loop and of course i had to play really bad tonight to top things off-- the end is near my friends for playing this addictive game of chess and well to end others things also will try a few more games tonight before the meds kick in
gosh such a downer post -- i really do wish i could post something cheerful for a change but then the yi and yang of it never really will let me
sunday morning even play but at noon to play more maybe a chance to get out of basement today ----maybe ---
sunday afternoon won a couple on time in a row when i had after move 15 lost all three games don't understand when you are winning in pieces why you let time beat you but maybe i could get better at playing even faster and see what happens ? eh
i agree, hes been doing this for almost 2 years now
i think ????thanks for the boost guys but two years in the basement is not very good instincts for a chess player --- monday night play mind you i have done better up to 168 so hope is eternal i guess right again--- thanks for comments sometimes i think iam alone here
all gains i got this afternoon monday - monday night i have lost all again , back in the cellar again !@#$%^&*uck me i hate this game
tuesday morning even play lost same as won so - back at mid morning -wondering about what iam reading on the forums this morning -- about poor sports --which iam one sometimes - and trying to trick the system to gain points -- hummmmmmmmmmm something to think about
wednessday morning played 2 wins one loss - tomorow will be off for a while maybe week or ten days -- going to hospital for treatment wifi there is really bad no games came be played they say we will see -- will try to load up games just before i go in bring a chess and poker book to read so all is for naught
afternnon slide just above 100 going to watch esclipse now