We all do. we all do...
I hate chess!!!!

In Feb 2017 the OP posted he hated chess and yet he is still a member and was online just yesterday. I would guess he doesn't hate chess as much as he thought.
And then there's the oddity of the time between posts #21 (Feb 21, 2017) and #22 (May 21, 2020) . . .

Chess is a nasty game where there's almost no camaraderie and a lot of hate and bitterness. I quit for 25 years and I'm going to quit again.
Chess is about hatred, if you do not hate your opponent, then how are you supposed to win?
omg i love ches and you guys should get honey beacuse its free https://www.joinhoney.com/page/DR-US-Simplified-MrBeast/

i hate chess the more i play the worse i get I've bought 2 books don't seem to help me I've smashed 2 phones you really have to hate yourself (I do) or be really good and just hate everyone else I HATE CHESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate chess the more i play the worse i get I've bought 2 books don't seem to help me I've smashed 2 phones you really have to hate yourself (I do) or be really good and just hate everyone else I HATE CHESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You're 400, 400 rated chess players don't need books. Just do puzzle rush and chillax.

Chess is a nasty game where there's almost no camaraderie and a lot of hate and bitterness. I quit for 25 years and I'm going to quit again.