i hate chess
Rapid games and blunder checking every move. You don’t have many games from now so I can’t help much, sorry. Maybe this?
Go here in this blog called Chess Tips, Annotated Games, And Openings and check what you may be looking for and I’ll be updating this when I get the chance to. It may say unfinished, but that’s just a technical issue. Read this only for those people who know I am on ios I managed to make this because in a club I found a blog link and I clicked and I found the option to make a blog.
https://www.chess.com/blog/Jozonthe195/chess-tips-annotated-games-and-openings-unfinished