I'm glad you haven't quit! Try focus on the enjoyment you have, rather than the rating. Switch it up do some bullet do some 3 day do some puzzles, relax a little grab a cup of tea or try some puzzle rush. Just keep it fun and light, unless you plan to craft your entire life around becoming a chess instructor or player as a job then there's no need to sweat it 😊
too late
I dont see a benifit of play now so i quit yeah