Learning chess with a Neuro Atypical brain (aphantasia)

We might be cooked bro, after realising that pictures in your mind weren't just metaphorical I've been bummed out every now and then knowing i'm missing a core human experience. In terms of chess I reckon theres some things you can do to get better for sure but forget top level or high level chess with this condition.

Being able to visualize a position can be helpful but is not necessary. People who do not have aphantasia often can't see what they want anyway. They might try to conjure up the position on the board and it will end up being a random position or the position might have random extra pieces added or it might constantly morph like a kaleidoscope. Calculation is a skill that can be learned with or without strong visualization. 99% of chess is recognizing patterns that you can physically see.