ready to rage quit

You might just be in a slump. Looking at your last game, you're playing longer time controls but moving like you're playing blitz. In your last game you had winning advantages a couple of times.
https://support.chess.com/article/648-what-do-i-need-to-know-about-fair-play-on-chess-com
https://www.chess.com/article/view/online-chess-cheating
https://www.chess.com/article/view/chesscom-update-may-2024?#FairPlay
The site closed 56,000+ accounts in April for fair play violations and has a full team of staff working on reports along with some automated systems for detection.
https://www.chess.com/article/view/fair-play
That said, discussions of cheating, potential cheating, or cheat detection are not allowed in the general forums. If you would like to discuss join the following club. https://www.chess.com/club/cheating-forum