take a deep breath bro, and go for it.
Time has come
Have a look at the study plan (http://becomingachessmaster.com/study-plan/) on my website. Maybe you get some inspiration there.
Good luck.

Ask for hlp n e time u need :D this ones a gift fr u
http://www.masschess.org/Chess_Horizons/Articles/2001-04_Sample_400_Points_Part_2.pdf
Its been more than a year that I am so attached to chess... it hurts when I end up with no idea about what's going on in the board.. I never played rated tournament but I have played couple of rapid unrated tournaments. Yesterday also I played one and I end up losing 3 with equal position which I think. With no one to advise or guide it's very tough to understand and improve... got Silman's amateur mind, started reading.. the problem I am facing mostly is that I always want to be defensive.. I love defending but I can't stand against fierce attacks.. and I am scared of pawn push where as I don't have the courage to do mine thinking how to defend it later. Any suggestions?