Van Kruijs as white .. Queen pawn as black .. FROM HELL TO HEAVEN

    A month before .. i post here my first forum " i hate playing as black " .. that time i was really suffocated . Last days of May i was in 600s as level .. to collapse afterward to 400s in middle of June .. i was living in hell that days .. losing a lot of matches .. I lost the desire to play chess until I got into a bad stage that I didn't want to reach and it was the beginning of my hatred for the game .. 10 losses consecutive as the most defeat streak, loses every game playing as black, I enter psychologically defeated when I know I will play with that color .. Good stats until it became disastrous .. from 80w/75d in rapid games  to 95w/almost 110 defeat  .. Until I started thinking to myself, "No, Ramzi, try to use new things , new moves , new oppenings" 

   I don't lose anything, I won't never become a champion of the chess like Carlsen or Nakamura, or at least a grandmaster .. i'm 25 as my age and i'm so late for that , so it is a game and I am a person like everyone else, so let's live with this hell and let what comes I don't care .. I force myself to play and i'm mentally devastated . until i found an oppening that helped me to win some match .. tried it again i won .. again and i won .. smashing everybody facing me as white or as black ! whatever his level higher than me or not .. crazy moments I've never experienced before.. crazy comeback !!.. From 15 defeats to ahead with 3 victories in just 10 days ( 124 wins to 121 defeat ) .. from 400s to almost 700s .. IT'S LIKE THE LIGHT THAT STARTED TO SHINE FROM TO TOP OF DARKNESS THAT I'M IN !

    All these incredible combacks and returning to the path of victories was thanks to my use of Van Kruijs openning when i play as white .. made me feel so confortable and offensive so much with less blunders thanks to its excellent moves ! playing pawn in e3 and put the queen in e2 behind my first pawn, then play e3 to control the moves of knight's oppenent, a3 for his other knight and bishop twice ! simple moves made my every oppenent in trouble and wasting more time for thinking . As black, i use the same by Queen pawn defence, put every move good protecting and defending my pieces than start to attack ! step by step i colonise my oppenent gradually by my queen and two knight that i send them out to the war later. Once time .. i was late by +11,  just made good moves of defence in end of the game then I managed to adjust the cuff and then I won ! .. I don't know what happens to me from luck and happiness until now.. I'm really living in the moment. Even opponents rated higher than me suffer and immediately withdraw just beginning to feel defeated.

   Now I have 8 wins as the highest streak unbeaten thanks to these two special openings that I use. Use them it's really cool !